As I was saying I joined 2
PCOS groups and they have helped me a lot. I want to Thank Lauren and Amber for
setting the groups up. I was just curious as to what else there is to do out
there for PCOS. I was on Facebook and talking to friends, the PCOS group, I was
also doing school work. I went to the ER and the DR that was there was so rude
to me. I was hurting really bad on my left side it was really painful I was
near tears. Went in there waited out in the lobby for 3 hours and my husband
had to go up there to remind them. They took me back there and I was there for
30 mins before the DR to come in her attitude toward me was rude and so was the
nurse. As they were doing tests on me the hurt me. It is too personal I am not
going into it. The Dr said I had a kidney stone but she didn’t want to put and IV
contrast and the radiation on me just for a kidney stone thought that was weird
but didn’t say anything thought they were right. After all they were the Dr’s. I
went home with the prescription for higher dosage of Motrin. Let me tell you to
this day no kidney stone has come out of me. I was still sick and hurting went
to my gyn dr. he looked at me and did test saying I had a female issue. He didn’t
do any blood test or urine. Gave me some meds for it and asked me if I was
ready to try again for a baby. I told him sure why not. He gave me a
prescription for Clomid at 150mg for 5 days, I got back on metformin at 500mg
2x’s a day, Provera to take for 10days. Went and filled the medicines. Took the
female meds started to feel better went about with my life. One day I started
to get really sick couldn’t keep anything in me this was going on for about a
week. I thought I was getting a bad virus. A friend of mine that is in one of
the PCOS group that I am in asks me if I could be pregnant. I said no cause I
haven’t took the meds yet and I haven’t had an AF in a long time. I took the
test as a joke mainly because in my mind I believed I wasn’t pregnant. Boy let
me tell you the test surprised me instead about 2 mins less than 3 I got a
pregnant on the Clearblue. Let me tell you I was shock and surprise. I told my
husband and everyone in the group. I was in total shock. I was scare to call
the Dr. thinking he might say the test was wrong but I got out of that in 3
days I was thinking if I am really pregnant I want to give this baby fair shot.
I called and made an appointment for a week later. Went in they did the urine
and blood work confirmed I was pregnant. They took like almost 10 vials of
blood and an aids test. They did an ultrasound and I seen something like a
peanut I was in utter awed and amazed. The Dr set up an appointment for me to
go to see another Dr that specialized in high risk pregnancy. Went a week later
the Dr was so nice she did a ultrasound on me and some blood work on their end
she said I was around 3.5 weeks pregnant. She wanted me to get an ultrasound
every 2 weeks for the first month. Went home was happy as a lark. Was actually
taking care of myself and eating right. Resting more and trying to not get
stressful. I was still going to my other Dr too. 2 days before I had to go in
for another ultrasound my world crumble down once again. I started to spot a
little and I was like ok they said you can spot during the first trimester.
Took some Tylenol and was in the bed all day. During the night I started to
feel a little better so I got up and went into the living room and eat
something and watch the TV. Tim was working but he call to make sure I was
doing ok. We went to be after 2 hours of him coming home. Around 3 am I woke I
had the worst feeling of I had to go to the bathroom and my stomach was hurting
really bad. As I was getting up I felt something sticky on me and I looked down
and there was a lot of blood on me and the bed. I screamed and Tim woken up and
he saw all of the blood I started to get light headed and blood was still
coming out. Apparently I passed out cause the next thing I remember I was in
the hospital. Tim was next to me he was white and he looked so worry. The dr
came in and said that I had lost the baby and I hemorrhage lightly from it so I
lost some blood he gave me some medicine at the hospital and told me to stay at
the hospital so in all I stayed there for 8 hours. The dr came in saying he
talked to my ob. and they going to send the fetus off for an autopsy. They made
an appointment for me to go to my dr on Monday for a checkup. When I lost the
baby it was on Saturday. I went to the dr and he looked me over and did blood
work he said everything look like it should be going. I was so devastated and depressed. I see the hurt in my husband eyes and it
killed me because he was being so strong for me. It was like for a whole week I
was a zombie I did everything but I wasn’t there. A week later went back to the
Dr to see what happened to the baby. The dr told me that my body thought the
baby was a foreign object. They said a big long word and I really can’t
remember it now. They said if when I get pregnant again they will put me on
meds. Since then I am on the mends a little. I will never forget about the baby
inside of me because it was our baby and it will always be. I started to
research PCOS. I even set a group on facebook for other women that have PCOS or
infertility so we all could come together for support and help each other out
trying to find a cure for PCOS even if we don’t find a cure at least we can
find something that would help us deal with PCOS. I am so upset that the Dr’s
really don’t care about PCOS. With us having PCOS we can have diabetes, heart
dieses, even cancer and I think for all of these reason that PCOS should be
acknowledge so god forbid nothing bad happens. I am trying to lose weight and
boy is it hard. I am trying to watch what I eat. I got a treadmill so I can
walk and I am doing a game on Wii call just dance so far I have lost 8 pounds
if my weight scale is telling the truth.
Here is a link to my PCOS group on Facebook if there are any ladies going though Infertility or PCOS. We would love to have you. "The larger the group the larger the voice" This the group link :)
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